Everyone has the ability to sense and absorb energy. You do it all of the time! with person to person emotional and intellectual exchanges.
“Energy flows where attention goes.”
You can breathe-in your own vital essence and feel a boost in your energetic levels, and an improvement in mood and mental clarity. It is what we refer to as a “Grounding and Centering exercise.” A very important practice indeed.
You can also breath-in the vital essence of your intimate partner during foreplay and intercourse; and yes that will also have a positive effect on your mood, health, and psychological conditioning.
But not everyone has a “Need” for this sort of vital exchange. Need as in a Hunger which beckons to be satisfied. A need which consumes the soul with a primal animalistic bloodlust; which can possess an individual, and damn near force them to act upon those impulses against their better judgement. Tis why we refer to it as “The Beast.”
The process of awakening is not the process of becoming a vampire… but it is the process of coming into the realization that you have become a vampire; and therefore are confronted with the opportunity to embrace this aspect of yourself, and learn how to manage it and become ONE with the beast within.
Everyone has the potential to become a vampire, but not everyone can become a vampire. Most certainly not by choice. Vampirism is something that happens to you… and the process of metamorphosis is painfully traumatizing. You have to lose your mind in a psychotic break that causes you to become a danger to yourself and to the people around you. And then you have to survive your own overwhelming suicidal tendencies, and the forces which drive you into these self destructive states. Then eventually find yourself in a place where you can be psychologically and emotionally stable…Liberating yourself from the binding crushing restraints of insanity.
“Out of all the things I’ve lost in life I miss my mind the most.”
Its when you’ve discovered that line between Genius and Insanity. When you’ve played the hero long enough to see yourself become the villain.
The Vampire is an Animal (Beast) who wants to be like a Human being. A Devil, who on the outside appears to have a human face and a human body, but on the inside its a hideous and deformed Demonic entity.
But naturally we really are human beings, only we do not lie to ourselves and attempt to uphold pretenses of virtue and goodness. We know that within us, there lies the potential to do great good in the world as there is the potential to do great evil; as it is within all people.
We also know that we are not perfect, and that all human beings are fallible. And that this fallibility does not excuse us from trying to improve ourselves so that we can become better people.
It is in acknowledging the fact that we are flawed, that we can effectively and actively begin to pin point the areas in which we are flawed. Then we can explore the roots for how our individual flaws went about developing themselves within our unconscious being. Once we have discovered the root of the deep underlying issues, we can work on developing a remedy for solving the problem thus improving upon ourselves.
Some issues such as bad patterns of behaviors we can replace with a better alternative. Its like substituting your sweet tooth cravings for candy and cupcakes for healthier alternatives like Raw Fruits and Smoothies; Or substituting cooking with flavored salts with the healthier alternative of seasoning with savory vegetables like peppers and garlic and onions.
[Vampires are not ward off by Garlic by the way, Most Vampires actually LOVE Garlic... often over indulging in it when it comes to food. I'll cover ridiculous myths to real life comparisons in another blog dedicated to the topic later.]
Some unconscious behavioral issues can’t really be changed, so we have to learn how to work around these issues and make them manageable. Anxiety Disorders are a good example of issues which require management and training and often treatment.
We have to learn how to roll with the punches, and take what life throws at us! and learn how to adapt and evolve with each obstacle. Hardships are just a natural part of life and its unavoidable. There are really only two options you have when it comes to dealing with difficult challenges…
- 1. You can allow yourself to crack under pressure and let it crush and overwhelm you to oblivion.
- 2. You can learn from the situation, and utilize it as fuel to strengthen your resolve so that you can overcome the challenges, in spite of its efforts to destroy you. Hold your middle fingers up high and say “Fuck You! Because I’m getting through this! Asshole!”
In the philosophy of the Luciferian Order we say that hardships are like sandpaper, and friction smooths the rough edges of wood or stone so that eventually what you end up with is something more polished and refined. “Pressure makes diamonds” is what they say, and Diamonds reflect and refract light… And its through allowing ourselves to adapt and evolve under pressure that we become more refined masters of ourselves and our circumstances; and therefore become Illuminated by our experiences, which go on to inspire others, and through our achievements we are elevated in positions that make us closer to being like Gods. It is through accumulated greatness that we become Luciferians.
In the philosophy of the Ordo Viprimae, the archetypes of the Devil, Satan, and Lucifer are all distinct and different from each other, playing very particular roles and are not unique to the Abrahamic faiths which we reject. (Christianity, Islam, Judaism.)
SATAN: represents the hardships we encounter in our lives, which acts as an agitator to prevent stagnation, and as friction to refine us intellectually, instinctually and as an extension on an even deeper level, spiritually. He applies pressure! so that we may overcome! and be transmuted from lead to gold…. From Human to God. (or at least a saint like ascended master.)
He presents you with this opportunity, all you have to do is survive it and look at the pressures of life as an opportunity to learn from your circumstances.
DEVILS: plural because there is never just one. Devils are personal inner demons that torment us emotionally, spiritually, and psychologically. They are our unconscious shadows which represent our deepest unconscious fears, guilt, regrets, shame, our repressed desires, memories and traumas.
Satan sets up the stage, you are the Star of the show, but its improve, and the devil is your heckler… the show must go on… can you get a standing ovation? can you confront your hecklers and get them to shut up in front of an audience? The devil is you, can you learn how to get out of your own way?
Lucifer: is the spirit of survival. Its a spirit that can only be known, when you have learned how to not only survive, But THRIVE! under difficult circumstances. When chaos and misfortune is the order of the day, and you can’t be destroyed by it. When you have managed to strengthen your resolve to such a degree that the fires of hell! Cannot Burn You! When you can bypass the struggle and overcome obstacles, as if they were nothing more than a minor inconvenience. So Satan has become your friend. and the devils have been dominated, and tamed, and trained into becoming obedient little attack dogs… who work for you instead of against you. Its when you have become illuminated through the transformation of overcoming the most difficult hardships of your life and can look back on those hardships with fondness and appreciation… and Thank the Devils, and Thank Satan for the challenges they’ve presented to you. That Lucifer can be known, and he recognize himself in you…. and you in him. Because you’ve managed to Liberate yourself.
The part that I often leave unsaid, is that GOD is no ones enemy. Satan is adversarial towards to human being, not towards God. Satan was employed by God to apply the necessary pressure onto the human spirit, to ensure that you are metamorphosed into divine beings. You are Born into hell, and you earn your way into a position of a divinity in heaven.
The fact that you can manifest your own demons is a testament to the fact that you are a Co-Creator in your own life. Your state of mind, and your perception of yourself, your circumstances and your reality will determine what kind of reality you invent for yourself to experience.
Within the Luciferian Order we do not seek to be “happy” in life… we aim to be “Fulfilled”. It is when you are fulfilled by living in accordance to the life you have chosen for yourself… that you have not discovered, but defined your purpose in this life… by declaring and creating it for yourself. So long as you are fulfilled in your heart, mind, and spirit… even the hardest days are a good time. Steven Hawking lost all of his motor-skills, but was fulfilled in knowing that he still had the ability to think, and solve difficult mathematical equations, and completing his lifes work in proving his theory’s… most famously his theory on evaporating Black Holes.
I should probably go on the record to make clear, that I am a Luciferian, with Satanic influences, and Vampirism is my foundation. I reject Christianity in all of its incarnations, and its relatives Islam and Judaism. Although I do like Jews the most of of the three. As a Luciferian it is my duty to study and to be knowledgeable on a wide, sorry WIDE! range of Spiritual and Philosophical ideological belief systems; so that I can criticize them each thoroughly on the basis of what constitutes those belief systems... from an informed and unbiased position, so as to never present an argument from ignorance. I reject religious Dogma in favor of the Luciferian code of self definition. I respect peoples beliefs when they keep it them to themselves and don't go out of their way to make it my business. When they do, they are setting themselves up to receive strict criticism. Just because I reject a religion doesn't mean I throw out the good along with the Bad. Each religion will preach a bunch of nonsense that no one should really buy into like Sexist, Racist, and Homophobic sensibilities... and in some cases even justifications for rape, pedophilia and genocide... all of that stuff needs to be rejected wholeheartedly without question. But every now and than there will be things in there that are universally acceptable by all people. and its the Silver-lining that we can pick out and cultivate for our own uses, drawing inspiration from a variety of sources. Its called "Comparative Religion" It's through the process of comparing various religions pinning them up against each other that we can discover what works for us individually... and in discovering what works, we can begin the process of developing a personalized syncretic religion for ourselves. Not for the purpose of starting another fringe religious movement or cult Please! don't do that! That's my issue with modern Demonolaters today, who are going around just inventing, satanic religions left and right and calling them Luciferian, Draconian, or Nightside Vampirism! when each of these paradigms are their own separate thing! with very distinct philosophical structures. (Take a breather, you deserve it.) Again, you can always find areas where various beliefs will have some overlap. But Similar does not mean the same. and for the pseudo-intellectuals out there "Correlation, does not equal Causation." The Egyptians knew nothing about the peneal gland, to them the brain was not important, and they theorized that the only function of the brain was to produce snot! look it up! Also they nor the ancient Greeks knew of the DNA double helix strand model which was invented by Francis Crick and James Watson in 1953. The Caduceus is a symbol of commerce, negotiation, trade and occupation. In mythic origin it was said that Apollo and Hermes exchanged gifts with each other. Hermes gifted Apollo a lyre which he invented out of a tortoise shell. and Apollo gifted Hermes a perfectly straight staff which he created out of an olive branch. Along Hermes's travels he came upon the scene of two snakes who were entwined in a mortal combat, he placed the staff between the serpents thus causing them to end the fighting. The Serpents became ornamental pieces of the staff representing Peace!
THE ONE THING YOU NEED TO REMEMBER IS:
That Christianity does not hold a monopoly on God, nor the Devil, nor Religion or the concepts of Heaven and Hell. They don’t even have a monopoly on the concept of Saints, Angels or Demons, not even a monopoly on the concept of Armageddon, nor virgin births, or second comings, or trinities, or serpents, or fruits, trees and gardens. nor a monopoly on the great deluge flood.
When you hear the word “religion” or say the word religion, you need to broaden your horizon and explore what that means beyond the Abrahamic lens.
If you say “fuck religion!” but you’re thinking of Christianity or Catholicism than Say “fuck Christianity!” be specific! because The Sikhs and Jains and Buddhist and Taoists have nothing to do with the Churches bullshit. They have different bullshit that should be taken into consideration.
Judge each religion separately based on the constitutions of those belief systems. What are they preaching? What do they believe in? What do I agree with and why? What don’t I agree with and Why? What did I learn from investigating these religions and which practices will I adopt and reject?